26.12.05 

so the other day i was at a party with these three girls: hb5, hb7 and hb9. i was practicing cocky & funny lines on hb7. i've known her for a long time, but i only see her about once or twice a year. after about the fifth joke it was obvious that her feelings were seriously hurt. i think i made her cry. i need to learn how much is too much when it comes to that kind of teasing.

hb9 stuck up for hb7 at some point and made fun of me. my reaction was to agree with her insult sarcastically. i don't think that was the best way of doing it. i should have just said "...yeah, so blah blah blah..." and just ignored what she said like i am way cooler than her.

i don't know why, but it was impossible for me to come up with c&f lines for the hb9. she was just sooo hot that i was mesmerized. i need to work on that. and i need to work on getting out and sarging. and i need to work on my wardrobe. and i need to work on watching the roughly $1M worth of dating/seduction videos i've downloaded over the last two days. and i need to get back involved with my local lair and the scene in general.

i have a lot of things to do... and so my journey begins.



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